Tuesday, March 4, 2008

The Meaning.

Well the meaning...when somebody in your family or your really good friend dies...its like somebody plunges you into a lake of ice. Your body tells you to move, but you have already started to die inside. Soon you stop struggling and go under the ice. Your lungs scream for air but your mind tells them to be quiet. Then, your body starts to go numb with cold, your limbs stop moving and you are losing consciousness. Your brain starts to shut down and you start to see your life's story: from your first breath, to your first words, from your first wobbly steps, to your first pair of jeans. You remember the times you've laughed and the times you've cried. You remember the first time you shouted at your mother and father. You remember your first love and the times you had just laying under the old oak tree outside your house when your parents weren't in. You remember the time your dog died and the time you got married: the happiest time of your life. You remember your honeymoon when she lay in your arms whispering about the life both of you would have. Then you remember the times you've fought with her and how hurt you felt after that. You remember her funeral. Even in death she looked like an angel. Her white dress fit her so well. The dress she wore on her wedding day. When you talked about her life you remember a single tear trickling down your face. Then you remember when you fell. Fell into the icy cold lake at the back of your house. You suddenly feel abnormally warm. You see her. She's calling your name. She's saying everything will be alright ,just take her hand. You stretch out your frostbitten hand, out to her warm body. You feel warm again. You are dressed in white. You see all your friends That have dies before you. You smile. You know that you are home. You know that she will always be with you. Forever.

Sunday, March 2, 2008

~Dearly Departed~

This is in loving memory of my grandmother who passed away on the 2nd of March 2008.
Grandma, your life is gone but your memory will live forever.